Motivation

[nepenthe]

 
Am reminding myself that 11,000 words is 1/6th of a full novel and it's allowed to take a few months to complete and edit, given in that same time I am/have:

1) Working a terrible job 40 hrs/week.
2) Bought a house, moved in, completed repairs
3) Lost my grandfather (and it's okay to be sad and not want to do anything because of it)

Yet I still tell myself I'm lazy, that it's not enough because it doesn't feel like enough, yet look at it all. Maybe the shit storm that is my life will calm down a bit and I can relax, but for now, let's do more. I have two whole free days, how amazing is this? Let's not get distracted by what the cat ate or tumblr. Set the nuclear option on my internet nanny to keep me the eff off that site. 

My vamp universe needs a plot. Which means working out family dynamics and what vampires ARE in this universe, if they have supernatual ties or if we're going the evolutionary route. So much awesome to behold and do, let's go!